In a bit of a fog as far as running goes...just did not know what to do. Was I going to get back into the form of a couple years earlier before the injury? 2013 was a tough year that needed direction. Or maybe it was okay to just meander about, run when I felt like it and relax when I didn't.
Afraid of Re-injury! Not wanting to push too hard. Not knowing how hard to push. Felt a little pain..."is that the injury coming back", "maybe I can't", "is this normal"? Who knows.
I don't know what happened and maybe my body was just not ready yet, maybe it wanted more time. Maybe I should start listening to my body instead of telling it what to do all the time. It is one thing to push yourself, but a whole other to push it too far. The challenge is finding that sweet spot between Pain and Gain.
May, June and July came with a tremendous fury. Pains gone, distance and speed increasing. Still no real rhythm or set schedule but I was starting to enjoy myself. I had a free entry into the Surrey International World Music 1/2 Marathon. Was just going to run it for fun...had not really trained well for it. There was no way I was going to come close to a PB. I know this sound very negative but I was being realistic. I always try my hardest, put my best foot forward and most of all manage my expectations. And so I continued working towards this race.
July was a great mix of running and cycling. Now when I say to someone "yeah, I am a runner!", they can be pretty sure and know that I am but when I say cycling...well that is me just out on the road bush-whacking along with my mountain bike trying to keep up to my mates (who actually have road bikes)...To be continued
Tuesday, 10 June 2014
Rediscovering the Passion - Episode 1
A thought had passed through my mind that I was back and all would be as it was...obviously not. For what had seemed to be an almost idyllic time in my running career, I found myself once again floundering in my pursuit to recapture the passion. 2013 ended up being a rollercoaster ride into the unknown.
Although I finished the year with a respectable accumulation of 1600km this was overshadowed a couple months earlier by the grim reality that on Oct 8th my Garmin 305 recorded its' last workout. Barely able to hold a charge I frantically struggled with it for a few months until that fateful day. My friend, my colleague, my crutch, my coach! What was I going to do without this little marvelous piece of technology?
Although I finished the year with a respectable accumulation of 1600km this was overshadowed a couple months earlier by the grim reality that on Oct 8th my Garmin 305 recorded its' last workout. Barely able to hold a charge I frantically struggled with it for a few months until that fateful day. My friend, my colleague, my crutch, my coach! What was I going to do without this little marvelous piece of technology?
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